hey, what up ma friends!!
I'm soo happy 2 write again!
i've been 2 lazy 2 write cuz i've been "adesivi- shopping" eh eh!!
my dark page in iobloggo "whisper" sumentin terrible has happened 2 it! so, i'm goin 2 save it! (like usual)
ehm!
just came by...2 express ma thoughts since "whisper" wont b up 4 a while...
MA GRANDPA DIED! sigh.....i'm soo sad! so, so, so sad!!
I just wish dat i talked 2 him once more...but i didnt...CUZ I HAD DIS FREAKING BAND REHARSALS...dat was gettin in ma way!! sigh!
ma ma's been out of her mind! SHE WENT COMPLETELY CRAZY!! seriously...now, she's feelin better...oh, and eating 2...which is a very good progress.....but she's having a hard time smiling....but i'll comfort her...i know we'll get through this!!
Grandpa...according 2 ma family...was killed...........is either sumeday poisoned him...or he did 2 himself!
he couldnt du dis 2 himself! he was 2 happy,...well, he was startin 2 get happy........recently i found out i have a white auntie back in germany...and she's so dedicated 2 ma grandpa dat even she was going 2 visit him this new month with her children, my cousins.....plus dis 14th was going 2 b his 70th b-day!!! everyone was going 2 have a GRAND REUNION!! what he always wanted!! so, there's no way, he would miss dat purposely!! ABSOLUTELY NO WAY!
so, so so, sad!!
da life expentancy in ma family would b about 90...it would even advance higher because of these technologies going on dat could save lives!!
so grandpa would have had about 20 to 25 more years! maybe, by then, i would have gotten married and have kids of my own, that "my own children" could call him "great-grandpa!"
sigh.....this is sooo sad!!
peeps...this would b a great time 4 u 2 tell mi what 2 du...maybe, u've had similar experiences, i dunno, all i need, is just sumeone 2 tell mi, is everything would be okay!!!
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